LALALA ~ IM HOME !! Headed to iluma bugis yesterday evening or ma la huo guo ( spicy steamboat ) . yummy !

:) i love my new kitty brief case !!! as usual i used it immediately ! (”v”)

just a couple of pictures featuring feli’s new kitty brief case . anyway if your planning to get them do send me a email. its $12+ freepostage , Bubble wrap as well.. . very handy !!

I did my best
But I guess my best wasn’t good enough
‘Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We’re back to being strangers
Wondering if we oughta stay
Or head on out the door

Just once can’t we figure out what we keep doing wrong
Why we never last for very long
What are we doing wrong
Just once can’t we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
‘Cause Lord knows we’re not getting anywhere
Seems we’re always blowing whatever we got going
And seems at times with all we’ve got
We haven’t got a prayer
Just once can’t we figure out what we keep doing wrong
Why the goodtimes never last for very long
Seems we’re always blowing
Whatever we got going

Just once can’t we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

Just once I want to understand
Why it always come back to good-bye
Why can’t we get ourselves in hand
And admit to one another
That we’re no good with out the other
Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together

Just once can’t we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
I know we can break through it
If we could just get to it

Just once
If we could get to it

back with my lastest post, all alone wishing my feelings were gone !! haven been updating since last mth , one simple reason , im was so lazy .. so relutant to jus log in and start blogging .

its days more to a fairly long break for me, its a good thing isnt it . i havent been able to take a good rest off since months back , its been a bad year, alot of bad things!! And im jus so tired of everything. guys come and go dont they?

 goods guys are not appreciated by me even knowing that they are always there for me, i have got no idea why. . but the bad ones stays by me through the night , especially when im alone and when i start to recall all those memories that tramatize me so much. why ?  knowing it was all a lie, yet i just cant put u out of my mind. i know i gotta be strong, cus around the world, life has to go on. i know i have got to put u out of my mind, as im breaking down i have always wished, we would be more then friends, now that your gone, its too much more then i can take.

dont ask if i love him, cus i dont . dont ask if i still miss him cus i haven got a answer myself since then. i just dont know who am i . what the fcuk am i doing at times . i seriously dont. !!! i messed up my whole life with just one wrong move , i got my self so emotional that i ended up creating so much shit for myself.!! im starting to hate u , felicia ng

i got myself so drunk couple of weeks back, right beside him. my all time good guy with me hiding under a chair, vommiting so much! like what the fuck .. i dont get drunk, i usually stop drinking when i know im getting tipsy but things have been changing so much .. so much that i cant even recongnize myself .

whats really bothering me now i don know . . deep inside me i just feel so …….empty.

updates on my previous week .. !! celebrated my birthday at power on the 28th ! was really glad not only those we invited came but those i nv expected turned up ! u guys made my night . thank u so much .. and of cus those lovely presents, i love all of them ! i really do !  and lastly its finally coming my last present of the year … hahahs MY WALLET !! cant wait for it .. im simply cant !!! why must your off day be so so far away . !! hump ! hahahs

was too busy clubbing , i just totally forget to snap pictures !!

feli is deeply in love with hello kitty now !!! not to mention kittylab ! i have not been there though i have been wanting too so much !! its so freaking expensive !! $38/ ticket ! like ………….. argh ……. must singapore charge for every single shit they bring in… it was free jus last mth in Las Vagas and now that its here in singapore , they ripping our pockets off for jus a show, or can i call it a mini disney land … !!

im starting not to regret working as dr kitty hahahs , giving a chance to go in and be in my kitty suit !!! hahahs !!

have jus received my kitty mouse pad frm , and my kitty clock is on the way !!! feli also bidded for a kitty muff to bring it to korean as it will be snowing by then … last but not least im aiming for that card holder !! its like a die die must have thing hahahhas !!!

days more to my birthday have not decided when would all of us spend our night at .. but details will be up shortly these couple of days. !!!

schedule for dec is fully packed with jobs and holiday and not to mention SCHOOL !!!

i freaking need to remoudle all! basically bcus i did not attend classes .. and EXAMS ! hump !

p/s: i miss u alot and wanna see u right now !! baby

and one more thing !!!!!! i missed out !!!

I MISS YOU !!!

LOVE !!!

p/s : I CANT WAIT FOR MY KITTY CLOCK AND MOUSE PAD TO ARRIVE … AND MY T&CO BIRTHDAY PRESENT AND MY PRADA !!!!!!!!!!! ARGHH …..

AND ITS LESS THEN 1 MONTH TO OUR KOREA TRIP !!! LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW LET IT SNOW !!

its finally working again !!!! yeppie my bloggy’s back , was really upset whnn everything went down for some reason, wasnt able to renew everything till today !!

a lil update of what i have been doing for the past weeks !!! i was seriously too lazy to blog … and there wasnt much i could blog about except being coach potatoe ! hahhas . i have been quite a good girl i would say . headed dwn to school to check things out . etc  ! im going to complete it !!!

received my cuites day before yesterday was so excitied about it . they’re nice and lovely !!! hahahs .. !! hop by to food expo this evening with mummy and ronald . haven been meeting up with him for quite some time . so feli asked him along !!

caught the movie paranoma with mummy !! it was such a cock up movie that doenst worth that cinema tic price !! but whatever it is i enjoyed my past 2 weeks to a max of 100% !! i went shopping with my 500$ birthday voucher from daddy !!! celebrated mummy’s birthday !!got her the full christmas set of estee lauder!! buffet dinner !! its days more to the first day of my business law class . =)) .

and last but not least feli got the job for bacardi and osim !!! gotta wake up early tml for fitting and off to work !!! yeppie $$$ . pls i have got alot to clear !!

will not be working for sitex as i wasnt well. so i missed the casting that day =(( wont be able to work with my loves !! but do support them at SONY BOOTH YEAH !!

im in pain now !! dame it !! off to the clinic early in the morning tomorrow !!! arghh !!!

hahhas i just received my first birthday gift frm daddy !! we were shopping ard the whole day thinking what should i be getting for my birthday this year ! daddy suggested a iphone but i din wan it ! samsung jet … battery too sucky !! ken self – proclaim la ! make me don wanna buy , the LV handbag which im still considering … that chanel cluch which doesnt have black anymore arghhh ………… !! and so ………. i got $500 cash vochers instate to get whatever i wan !!! wahhahas. !! i love vouchers !!

off to shop tomorrow ! tata !!

feli also pop by T&CO saw the braclet she wanted and she is getting for her birthday present !!! i love it so much … and i cant wait for my PRADA WALLET !!!!! argh …. im getting impatient . !! lalala ~~

lil feli has got to wake up early tomorrow moring and so ………. ! GOOD NIGHT !!

i miss my FD gurls so much. !!

back from k !!! had the best ever hangover this morning !! !(*@)#~_~( . my head was spinning like fcuk, and i jus wanted to drop dead and sleep the whole noon. ! its our 3 years and 3 mths anniversary today but this special day gotta be postpone awaiting a good diiner and a good birthday PRESENT hahahhs . !!!

i jus cant wait for my birthday presents …!!!!

my prada wallet – from my dearest hamster !

. T&CO – from my dearest chuan… u owe me a big one boy !!

 CHANEL/GUERLAIN MAKEUP thats what im getting for myself !!! hahhas .

and i want a SAMSUNG JET !!!!

and and ….. A GUCCI/LV HAND WRISTLET  and and and A 2.55 JUMBO FLAB !!! i wan tt !!!!! :( .

feli’s getting a lil too much yeah !! hahahs . will be celebrating my birthday on the 28th (club) and 29th (pub) . and so on so on. last years celebration lasted a week !!! this years gonna have to be a lil longer !! wooo !!