SHOCKING !! YES I KNOW IT IS !!  i haven been blogging for a month ..

lalala~ i hate it when i have got to let go of bloggy !! simple reason because my web host claim that my blog was hack months ago and he paid it for me. hence i have got to pay him back before i can get my files sended to me . what do you guys say ? i paid for my design but he is only going to send me the backup files when i pay him the money i so call owe him . ^RT&@(!*^R!T*&()@TE!$!! 

whatever it is , i might be getting a new bloggy host by bf .

so farewell to old posties !!! byebye to all those memories !

anyway … ITS OUR 1ST ANNIVERSARY TODAY !!!! i love you baby !!!!

many more months and years to come . muacks hugs hugs !!!

updates on my first korea virgin trip ! hahahhsa !!! i had hell lots of fun there !!! but how fun can it get without my baby boy by myside . i miss him like 24hours a day for 11 days in a row ! phew ! im finally back ! no more meeting online and those love sick feeling !!!

it was – 14C on the first day we arrived hell of a cold !!! -11C for the next few days … headed up to the ski resort for some now slide , fun fun fun !!! we even gotta see snow !!! heavy snow !! infact it snowed the last few days of our trip , heavily … very heavily !!! good thing we got back in time . or else we would be stuck in seoul for a week at least .. cus as reported 2009 end year snow was the heaviest throughout the past few years … so heavy that flights were canceled . ppl aint able to go to work at all . ! LUCKY US !

its another day to our flight to seoul the main city of korea . its -9 to -14 degrees now …gosh im still so sick i wonder if i would enjoy over there . . daddy adviced me not to bring lappy over incase it goes missing in the hotel room.. so … i wont be able to blog while being in korea … so sad . . we have gotten our tickets and we are all rdy to set off ..

had a talk with mummy yesterday evening while sipping onto our delicious soup at soup spoon. i told her things i had never b4, and i nv thought i would. i told her it was over as well. and that im copping well , she misses him alot , jus like lenz do ..

im so addicted to oldies now !!! hahas all my childhood songs .. !! love them makes me feel like a kid once again… but i got no idea how come ill learn to listen to such music .. maybe bcus mummy listens to it and so .. lil feli .. learns it as well .. !!

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nxWB2rmZ5E

ALL RDY TO GO IN !!!

ION ORCHARD PRADA BOUTIQUE !!:D

BABY BOY GOT ME MY WALLET !!

LOVELY WALLET I LOVE !! THANKS DARLING !! BABY DINT EVEN HESITATE TO BUY IT FOR ME… EEEEE I LOVE U !! ‘PINCH U ‘ PINCH U !!

i miss u hubby !! its home alone for me today as lao gong is busy with his work .. but i was gald huby came looking for me yesterday since he ended early and hence we meet up for dinner, off to his place for some webbie thingy and home sweet home , was so freaking tired yesterday was woked up daddy early in the morning at 7.45am to head to town for lenz and richie’s dental appointed, dimsum and some shopping in the noon !! daddy brought me a cardholder that i wanted so ill have more space to store all my … discount cards hahahs … nt credit card or cash but discount cards hahahs . !! i have got tons of it … woo … i haven been eating dimsum for such a long time .. one reason … i have got no time, haven been spending much time with my family lately so i dragged Myself out of bed despite how tired i was …

Dim sum !!

daddy brought me this for my cards to match my prada wallet !!

been packing my luggage getting ready for my trip to korea this saturday !!! darlings gonna send us off .. horray !! and im gonna start missing my boy so much .. but no worries no worries feli’s bring her lappie over ahhas… for some webcam session and also … TO BLOG ABOUT KOREA .. so stay tunned to feli’s bloggy ok !!! im gonna make u guys crave for korea food and also their shoppng hahahs !!! evil ‘!!

I LOVE my hubby ken

p/s : tried being nice, all i wanted was peace for both parties but since the sof way wouldnt work, i was hesitate to use the hard way . its history …. and also feli wants to be a tattoe when she gets back frm korea .. hahahs baby is alrdy jumping after hearing it … but no worries its hidden … !! somewhere … hahahs .  

yes it is ! yes it sure is offically over for us . you made me understand so much along the way. but i still got to thank you.. so much .. it has been 3 years 3 mths and 11 days , and i know u were there for me most of these days .. and when i was really in sorrow and despair it was u who carried me with so much unknown .. thank u so much ..

i have realize so much , it seem like we grew up tgt, we cried our hearts out tgt . we have got so much to talk about in the past. and all those memories that make me smile . but sad to say .. i think its time i let go .. may we both find our another .

you know u leave footprints in me . and nothing would change that fact . my dear friend now that your gone, i think its time for me to carry on.. not knowing how ill be able to handle my feelings but i guess im doing quite well now.. though i may be tearing alot but i guess i made the right choice by not holding on to you.

im sure we would still be in touch and one last thing … ” apart from all those things that happen, all those that i found out” u have been a wonderful boyfriend. others may have doubts in that . but never in me ..

mr zed chang … its time for us to carry on … !! take care ” hugs”

my choice of letting go doesnt prove much of you being a bad bf, but its me who needs rest, for whatever i know is too much for me have

u know im jus 1 phone call away if u need a friend ! hahas .

Felicia’s Beautiful nails done by Li Dan, this nail tech babe sure has super good skills in doing nail art .

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FINALLY !! ITS FINALLY DONE AFTER A YEAR OR SO !!! BEAUTIFUL NAILS !!!

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LALALA ~ IM HOME !! Headed to iluma bugis yesterday evening or ma la huo guo ( spicy steamboat ) . yummy !

:) i love my new kitty brief case !!! as usual i used it immediately ! (”v”)

just a couple of pictures featuring feli’s new kitty brief case . anyway if your planning to get them do send me a email. its $12+ freepostage , Bubble wrap as well.. . very handy !!

I did my best
But I guess my best wasn’t good enough
‘Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We’re back to being strangers
Wondering if we oughta stay
Or head on out the door

Just once can’t we figure out what we keep doing wrong
Why we never last for very long
What are we doing wrong
Just once can’t we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
‘Cause Lord knows we’re not getting anywhere
Seems we’re always blowing whatever we got going
And seems at times with all we’ve got
We haven’t got a prayer
Just once can’t we figure out what we keep doing wrong
Why the goodtimes never last for very long
Seems we’re always blowing
Whatever we got going

Just once can’t we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

Just once I want to understand
Why it always come back to good-bye
Why can’t we get ourselves in hand
And admit to one another
That we’re no good with out the other
Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together

Just once can’t we find a way to finally make it right
Make the magic last for more than just one night
I know we can break through it
If we could just get to it

Just once
If we could get to it

back with my lastest post, all alone wishing my feelings were gone !! haven been updating since last mth , one simple reason , im was so lazy .. so relutant to jus log in and start blogging .

its days more to a fairly long break for me, its a good thing isnt it . i havent been able to take a good rest off since months back , its been a bad year, alot of bad things!! And im jus so tired of everything. guys come and go dont they?

 goods guys are not appreciated by me even knowing that they are always there for me, i have got no idea why. . but the bad ones stays by me through the night , especially when im alone and when i start to recall all those memories that tramatize me so much. why ?  knowing it was all a lie, yet i just cant put u out of my mind. i know i gotta be strong, cus around the world, life has to go on. i know i have got to put u out of my mind, as im breaking down i have always wished, we would be more then friends, now that your gone, its too much more then i can take.

dont ask if i love him, cus i dont . dont ask if i still miss him cus i haven got a answer myself since then. i just dont know who am i . what the fcuk am i doing at times . i seriously dont. !!! i messed up my whole life with just one wrong move , i got my self so emotional that i ended up creating so much shit for myself.!! im starting to hate u , felicia ng

i got myself so drunk couple of weeks back, right beside him. my all time good guy with me hiding under a chair, vommiting so much! like what the fuck .. i dont get drunk, i usually stop drinking when i know im getting tipsy but things have been changing so much .. so much that i cant even recongnize myself .

whats really bothering me now i don know . . deep inside me i just feel so …….empty.

updates on my previous week .. !! celebrated my birthday at power on the 28th ! was really glad not only those we invited came but those i nv expected turned up ! u guys made my night . thank u so much .. and of cus those lovely presents, i love all of them ! i really do !  and lastly its finally coming my last present of the year … hahahs MY WALLET !! cant wait for it .. im simply cant !!! why must your off day be so so far away . !! hump ! hahahs

was too busy clubbing , i just totally forget to snap pictures !!