been awake since yesterday morning , im tired, speechless and im thinking about so many things.

headed out to ‘k’ places at 5am since i couldnt sleep, met up with sis to talk about somethings which is bothering me so much.

i knew this would happen, we knew as well that things would change the moment somethings we agreed on started. it’s hell now. for all of us.

thinking so hard how are we going to solve all the problems we will be facing !! what would life be like for all of us.

for me and daphne whom i suppose would be the only one standing thr for me.

im so tired , worried and devasted by everything that was said and told to me,dappy i know u are too. hais we’re in shit now…

thats reality, face it feli ! your walking alone from today onwards, from the second u read those words, from the minute u agreed to everything, u knew as much ! so jus fucking shut up and start planning how to save all 3 of u !!

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY, MOMMY.

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off to work again ! im tired and my legs are aching.

but everythings worth it !! apon clearing everything ; i wanna go for good relax session with sis

dame it each and everything day its addding on to whatever it already is ! :@

but feli’s still happy !! and very happy today !! for some particular reason in the morning ! i miss that smile .

chaos !

spot me at T2 today !! MIX IT BAR EVENT

.so pls stop acting as well ; stop acting like u love me so much, and that im making life so difficult for u, its not as though u cant forget me.

i miss u so so so so much !! what should i do ! can someone tell me !

long and tiring day for feli !! stayed in school till 4pm preparing for the last minutes business law’s editing and etc. borrow 2 bloody thick books hoping it would help me in my final conclusion, so that we would be able to finish off everything on time . headed down to takashimaya with shuhui for dinner @ crystal jade ! met sis went for a drink and some ice cream tgt, glad that 3 of us click well. ! hell of a tired right now, headed home with 2 thick books, my bag and a very heavy lap top !! wa lao my shoulders are aching right now !

read this mail and i decided to share it.. i find it really meaningful yeah so READ IT Ok !

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that everytime he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn’t lose his temper at all.

He told his father about it andthe father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.
The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, ‘You
have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. But It won’t matter how many times you say I’m sorry, the wound will still be there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Remember that friends are very rare jewels,indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.’

:)